He's given me no other feedback, just that he doesn't love me.
We're in the process of separating our belongings.
I've been staying with my parents, along with Chaos and Mannie. Troy's keeping Mayhem.
It breaks my heart to separate them, but I can't help but be a bit selfish right now. Troy adores her, and I really can't take care of all of them on my own.
I very much feel like I'm 17 again, living with my parents, and not having a license. (I didn't bother getting my license till I was 17, all my friends drove.)
Troy's buying me out of the house. Which is fine, I don't want it.
So, as soon as the separation agreement is complete, I'm off the mortgage, and Troy pays me my half of everything(he's keeping the majority of our belongings), this is the plan:
- See a mortgage broker about what I can afford.
- Shop for a house with the help of a realtor.
- Buy a house, still not certain I'm staying in Regina.
My days have been filled with counseling appointments, and lawyer visits, driver assessments(I'll blog more about that another day-but I'll be getting my license again very soon!) and numerous other assessments for my return to work.
I also received an email from blogspot about their intention to change something(I can't figure out how to make the change they require) and I won't be able to log in after June 1st. If that is the case, my intention is to keep blogging on Tumblr.